This is the life: in the past month so much has changed its gone bad to worst I have left one of my jobs, got no money and have alot of stuff I need to pay for! Im doing things I know I shouldn’t but need to if I want a roof over my head! This is the life I now need to live for now any way but I know it will get worst befor it all gets better…. I hope
ok so lets call it smoke ;) ?»?after one smoke today i feel so good and so hungry :P but my teeth hurt and my body is numb and my finger in my mouth i feel good that im in pain :S? and i want my body to hurt more th more it hurts the higher i feel :s and loads of stuff is spinning in my head oh the thoughts oh the thoughts ….. im hungry ! XO O.L
i’m back on drugs again. Even though i know it ain’t right, I can’t even call up my friends and say “help me save my life”
I am so ashamed of myself that I come full circle. Nobody understands what it’s like to, Be this thing. So I disappeared, and I Wasn’t clear, and I Didn’t say where I was going, Save my life, won’t you help me! Save my life, won’t you help me! Save my life, won’t you hear me!
ok so i downed a pint of milk 30 mins ago now i have drunk 4 beers in 25 mins and feel BAD i now no how drink effects me
1. i start to become lovely
2. i want to dance
3, i need a drink?!?!?
4. lets talk some more
5. were’s my bed
im sure stuff happens in-between i just cant remember
so in the past 2 days i have been living my life on the green plant! just to see how my body became effected i can safely say i have never eaten as much as i have in the past two day but then again i have never laughed so hard in the past 2 days this is really really REALLY going to help me out with the documentary